New Resolve

So, I weighed in Saturday after about two weeks. I had gained .4 (so not even half a pound). I am at 185.4, a little over 10 lbs away from my goal. I feel like I have been here and failed too many times. I realize I shouldn't be too hard on myself. But it is hard. I wish I could eat whenever I want...whatever I want. I know I can't. But it is hard. I need to make lifelong changes...and that means breaking habits that I have formed for nearly 30 years! It is hard. But, I am resolved. I plan to get on track. Not beat myself up about my mistakes and get to my goal! I went to the grocery and purchased things that I used when I first started on this journey in May 2007. My hope is these items will help me right now. I also need to get back into some regular exercise! I plan to walk to work 4 days this week! I would love to return to yoga...but I need to find out what in the world is going on with my arms...they aren't working right now...UGH! Anyway...I figure if I get this in writing...I have a reminder and a way to keep myself accountable. I will try and write both my successes and failures. Hopefully I am going to hit goal before my birthday in July!